Hey Family!
So I'm hitting a crossroads. Amidst the cornballs who approach me on a daily basis, I'm starting to meet a few people I actually kinda sorta find interesting. Which means I'll have to step outside of my comfort zone and say something. Gasp, clutch the pearls! What's a young lady to do?
I know what she should not do. Kristen, please do not crush! Pleeeaasssee! I'll admit it...for some reason, I find comfort in developing secret (or not so secret) admiration, and that's not good. I understand that crushing is a lot easier for me because I control the outcome, even if it's stagnation. It's stagnation on MY terms. But you know what, that's a punk move! And I, Kristen Victoria Carter, am no punk. So I must hold my head up high and look rejection
or reciprocated admiration in the face and say...Damn it, I like you!...or something along those lines. Argh, that's so tough for me!
One thing I've pondered a lot lately is the idea(l) that the man should seek the woman. Although that's always been the way I'd like it to be, that's not always the way it ends up. The seekers are never as interesting as the sought out. But does that mean that I (the seeker on the other end) will end up less interesting because I'm the one seeking? Do you get my drift?
So fellas, I pose a question to you and if you care to, answer! Do you like being the seeker or the sought out? Do you like straight forward women...or is that too much? Is it as uncomfortable to approach a woman, as it is for women to approach? Or have you gotten so used to the playing field that neither rejection or approval tingle with disappointment or excitement?
Or do you think analyzing just wastes too much time?
And also answer this, are you meeting as many corny women as I am meeting men? Gosh darn it! If I get one more lame-o text...
Write me back...and ladies, if you care to share, hit the crackberry too.
Cool Relaxin with my Jon B CD,
Kris
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